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Photobucket A warning in advance before you might regret. My name is Joelle. Dont call me Joel cause it irritates me. pronounce it as JO-LIE please. It will be much appreciated. Still enjoying awesome 19 life. Everything will change on 23rd september. I love 32nd, and definetly the network SS21! to contact a boring person like me, you may choose to add me at joeyeosp@hotmail.com. You may want to cheer me up with loads of marshmallows or bring me out. It will greatly relieve my day and put a smile on my face. Jokes can indeed make my day. Remember my birthday. 23-09!

Thursday, January 19, 2012 Thursday, January 19, 2012

3 more weeks and i'll be gone
time past really fast right?

so many things to do yet nobody to do it with me
I want to go too the zoo
sit the flyer
go to mbs
and so on
but as time goes by, i realize something
I have a lot of friends but very few close ones

or maybe cause i lost them because of a few events
i'll start a new life in Melbourne

meanwhile, i decide to prepare for uni and also work towards my dream
so i read through my econs text book while watching tv shows at the same time
and analyzing the difference between a Singapore film, Hong Kong film and also a Korean film
analyzing good and bad shows
good and bad story lines

and also learnt certain values
maybe its time to reflect and learn whats love
and what do i truly want in life

after watching 步步惊心
i learnt that power isn't everything
you may have all the power to do something but at the midst of achieving it, you will lose something more valuable than that

the 4th prince fought hard to achieve that emperor position
but when he got it, he realized that he wanted it so badly
he would do anything to protect that position
and his close friends and loved ones along the way
this caused him to lose his true love and certain memories that would only exist if he wasn't the emperor
yet i believe he didn't regret his decision for fighting for that
because he achieved so much more

when I was a SM, i eyed to be a SD
and dreamt of being that everyday
but when i got it, i wasn't that happy after all
because i lost a few things along the way
the most valuable things and most innocent ones
don't get me wrong, i don't regret joining the company
and fighting for that post
i just regret certain actions of mine that caused some unhappiness

it caused me to realize that money isn't everything
power isn't everything
all i want now is to go back to the me 1 year ago
or perhaps 2 years ago



so many things to say
but somethings are better left unsaid
and unknown..