listen to your heart, the truth will set sparks ***
A warning in advance before you might regret. My name is Joelle. Dont call me Joel cause it irritates me. pronounce it as JO-LIE please. It will be much appreciated. Still enjoying awesome 19 life. Everything will change on 23rd september. I love 32nd, and definetly the network SS21! to contact a boring person like me, you may choose to add me at joeyeosp@hotmail.com. You may want to cheer me up with loads of marshmallows or bring me out. It will greatly relieve my day and put a smile on my face. Jokes can indeed make my day. Remember my birthday. 23-09!
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I am up in the middle of the night trying to do my reflection before I leave to Malaysia tmr
2011 is the only year in my life that I am not schooling, I mean excluding pre school and when I was a toddler.
In the first 4 months of my life, I was introduced to this platform called LFI, where I did MLM.
I loved that platform cause I got to work my friends
And it trained my PA skills
I became a more confident individual
I wanted to prove others that girls can succeed too so I worked very hard trying to fight for this status called – sales director
I wanted to wear the blazer and feel different on stage
But as I started fighting
Many problems occurred
My best friends turned against me
Family refused to support me
There were times I was lost and didn’t know what to do
And times where I woke up in the morning thinking of how to hit my target
At last, I finally hit SD with the help of Ee Kheng
This led to the second phase of my life (May- Aug)
By then, A level results were out and I realize I couldn’t fulfill my dream of being a dentist
I took a short break from LFI wanting to figure out what I really want
At that moment, my best friend who introduced me to that platform quit
Which made me lost
I joined because she was there and wanted to be closer to her
I knew I cant maintain my SD position
And if I didn’t, I wouldn’t receive a good income
And so, I went to work for my mum
At the same time, my parents applied for uni for me
I was confident I could get into a local university
So I only filled up the choices that I was confident on
Unfortunately, I couldn’t get in
After much persuasations from my father, I decide to fulfill my long term dream and go overseas to study
I have this secret dream
I want to be a film director and script writer
I started thinking of story lines, twist, climax and I finally took a bold step to study media and communications
While “floating” around LFI, I studied for my IELTS test
Took driving lessons
At this point of time, I met boy
He thought me a lot
Especially the fact that looks don’t matter
A typical playboy who just wanted my body
But I am glad I didn’t meet him at night
Cause guys like him, don’t deserve to exist in my reality
And the last 4 months of the year, I joined Citibank
And became part of the front end bank card’s team
I met a lot of young people there
My job was to call and remind people to pay up
In fact, this job thought me so much more
I learnt about bank security and secrecy act
I also learnt how to communicate with customers and how to manage them well instead of asking my mentor every time
I also missed those times, Ksen, Garry oppa and I would go down and take a short break at 3
My supervisor- Caho, though strict was always nice to me
I met some really good friends there
I will miss all of them when I leave
But I will be back during my holidays
I also realize how important my family members are to me
Sometimes, when we fight so hard for our dreams,
We fail to neglect something more important which is our family
And I feel guilty for letting my parents feel upset during the first 4 months of my life
I decide to spend more time with them
2011, thanks for teaching me all this
I look forward to 2012