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Photobucket A warning in advance before you might regret. My name is Joelle. Dont call me Joel cause it irritates me. pronounce it as JO-LIE please. It will be much appreciated. Still enjoying awesome 19 life. Everything will change on 23rd september. I love 32nd, and definetly the network SS21! to contact a boring person like me, you may choose to add me at joeyeosp@hotmail.com. You may want to cheer me up with loads of marshmallows or bring me out. It will greatly relieve my day and put a smile on my face. Jokes can indeed make my day. Remember my birthday. 23-09!

♥ JUST A LIST

*-TOP NA STUDENT IN CWSS for O lvls*
*-to be a student councillor in NYJC *
*-Executive Committee of the 32nd Student Council (general secretary)*
*-new urban male laptop bag *
*-Addidas watch*
*-Crumpler sling bag (red) *
*-my dream guy*
*-go to USS and probably stay in RWS *
*-to get straight As for A lvls *
*-my perfect dream to come true (MY DREAM, NOT CAREER) *
<*-to have the MOST AWESOME 20th birthday *
*IPHONE *
*-go on a date with you before I leave Singapore *
*-MY OWN LAPTOP for uni *
*-my PINK camera & video camera *
*-achieve FF with my downlines *
*-acting director *
*-actual director *
*-be the best script writer in Singapore *

Saturday, December 31, 2011 Saturday, December 31, 2011

I am up in the middle of the night trying to do my reflection before I leave to Malaysia tmr

2011 is the only year in my life that I am not schooling, I mean excluding pre school and when I was a toddler.

In the first 4 months of my life, I was introduced to this platform called LFI, where I did MLM.

I loved that platform cause I got to work my friends

And it trained my PA skills

I became a more confident individual

I wanted to prove others that girls can succeed too so I worked very hard trying to fight for this status called – sales director

I wanted to wear the blazer and feel different on stage

But as I started fighting

Many problems occurred

My best friends turned against me

Family refused to support me

There were times I was lost and didn’t know what to do

And times where I woke up in the morning thinking of how to hit my target

At last, I finally hit SD with the help of Ee Kheng

This led to the second phase of my life (May- Aug)

By then, A level results were out and I realize I couldn’t fulfill my dream of being a dentist

I took a short break from LFI wanting to figure out what I really want

At that moment, my best friend who introduced me to that platform quit

Which made me lost

I joined because she was there and wanted to be closer to her

I knew I cant maintain my SD position

And if I didn’t, I wouldn’t receive a good income

And so, I went to work for my mum

At the same time, my parents applied for uni for me

I was confident I could get into a local university

So I only filled up the choices that I was confident on

Unfortunately, I couldn’t get in

After much persuasations from my father, I decide to fulfill my long term dream and go overseas to study

I have this secret dream

I want to be a film director and script writer

I started thinking of story lines, twist, climax and I finally took a bold step to study media and communications

While “floating” around LFI, I studied for my IELTS test

Took driving lessons

At this point of time, I met boy

He thought me a lot

Especially the fact that looks don’t matter

A typical playboy who just wanted my body

But I am glad I didn’t meet him at night

Cause guys like him, don’t deserve to exist in my reality

And the last 4 months of the year, I joined Citibank

And became part of the front end bank card’s team

I met a lot of young people there

My job was to call and remind people to pay up

In fact, this job thought me so much more

I learnt about bank security and secrecy act

I also learnt how to communicate with customers and how to manage them well instead of asking my mentor every time

I also missed those times, Ksen, Garry oppa and I would go down and take a short break at 3

My supervisor- Caho, though strict was always nice to me

I met some really good friends there

I will miss all of them when I leave

But I will be back during my holidays

I also realize how important my family members are to me

Sometimes, when we fight so hard for our dreams,

We fail to neglect something more important which is our family

And I feel guilty for letting my parents feel upset during the first 4 months of my life

I decide to spend more time with them

2011, thanks for teaching me all this

I look forward to 2012