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I am a TOTAL result conscious person. so yea! an A can make my day while a B or C will totally affect my mood. A warning in advance before you might regret. My name is Joelle. Dont call me Joel cause it irritates me. pronounce it as JO-LIE please. It will be much appreciated. Still enjoying awesome 17 life. Everything will change on 23rd september. Than it will be MATURE 18. Love my friends as we rock in currently in NYJC-0923, and i love my darlings in DANCE SOCIETY! to contact a boring person like me, you may choose to add me at joeyeosp@hotmail.com. You may want to cheer me up with loads of marshmallows or bring me out. It will greatly relieve my day and put a smile on my face. Jokes can indeed make my day. Remember my birthday. 23-09!

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*-TOP NA STUDENT IN CWSS for O lvls*
*-to be a student councillor in NYJC *
*-Executive Committee of the 32nd Student Council (general secretary)*
*-new urban male laptop bag *
*-Addidas watch*
*-Crumpler sling bag (red) *
*-my dream guy*
*-You =D*
*-to get straight As for A lvls *
*-my perfect dream to come true (MY DREAM, NOT CAREER) *
*-to have the MOST AWESOME 18th birthday *
*ITOUCH 16GB *
*-LONG LONG HAIR *
*-MY OWN LAPTOP *
*-my PINK camera *
*-6 inch heels *

I guess its hard to explain
what you see at the surface may not be what it should really be
you seem to forget
what is TRUST
what is UNDERSTANDING
its hard to balance your emotions
and its hard for us to believe you

its and irony
that sometimes what you do isnt what you speak of

if you dont say it, how would i know?
if you dont explain, how would i understand?
its just your opinion
and i just dont like it

i dont share about my personal life because its just personal
and i dont see the point in telling you

i am just sick of IT

*thanks for being there for me =))
You have always been on my side
thanks for guiding me*

Dear Lord,
give me the courage and understanding and let me deal with this situation properly. Dont neglect me.
AMEN!

think before you speak

There is always something called TRUST
and i guess thats what is lacking in you
think about it.

*thanks for always being there for me and supporting me!*

so sorry!
i was quite busy recently =((
just came back from Penang
want to find out how was it?
go facebook!
upload 100 over photos =D
hehehehe!

in conclusion:
i went on a shopping spree
bought my first LEVIs jeans
had lots of fun
had fun talking to the GPS in the rented car

but out of everything, the hotel was the best
it has:
a cool lounge with air con
3 computers that have free internet
bed that is bigger than king size
beach outside my hotel
international breakfast
swimming pool

IT HAS EVERYTHING I NEED
I wished i could just spend the 4 days in the hotel
LOL!

AND I WENT PARASAILING!
its super cool
go facebook and view my photos k?

i know someone was missing me really badly =P

Dear Lord
thank You for blessing me throughout. Thank You for being there when I needed you. Thank You for letting me be safe and sound.
AMEN!

LTC was really fun!
I was really ENTHU for the first time
REALLY
didn’t expect myself to speak up so much
didn’t expect myself to be super hyper
for once, I wanted to prove to the rest that GENERAL SECRETARY isn’t just a post but it’s a leadership post. And I did it.
it wasn’t my own effort but everyone’s

DAY 1
main highlights:
land expedition was really fun
went to various parts of Singapore
kept on encouraging each other even though I was really exhausted

games were fun too
for example, the game granger gave us
its like we had to stand behind one another
and hold our hands
we had to untie our hands without lifting our feet
though I was like crawling the most
I really had a lot of fun =XX
and I guess the guys suffered the most
*winks*

Dancing waltz was fun too
danced with Joel (LOL! totally NO telepathy)
and facils like shao jie and ken han
thanks shao jie for guiding me through
it made me feel like a good dancer
and I learnt a lot

cheering was fun too =DD
thanks derrick and elaine for leading us
as the Yule ball house IC
I really feel very proud of you guys
you guys managed to learnt it so quickly

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day 2
main highlights:

high elements!
I was really nervous and scared
because I was afraid of heights
but I still pushed myself to the limits
I volunteered myself to go up the vertical pole though I was really scared
I think flitwick for your constant encouragement
and shao jie and pamela (my facils) for encouraging me through the rock wall
thank you all.

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day 3

main highlights
kayaking and rafting

griffinclaw rocks!
we managed to push ourselves to the limits
managed to kayak through 4kms (not easy)
but congrats
we really did our best

the facils "cursed me" in the sense that I could talk nor paddle and to the point that my kayak was cursed not to move by its own
but I didn’t give up
thank you for pushing me to the limits
I believe that even then, I could do something
and you guys pushed me to take more initiative

Yule ball was really cool
lol
ravenclaw (my house) won the BEST cheering award
and I was really proud of you all
LOL. We had a lot of fun dancing in front
and I guess I did something different
the facils were standing in a corner
and I thought we should invite them to dance waltz with us
so I asked shao jie
LOL!

dancing with shao jie was cool too
though he always bullies me and stuff
but I learnt a lot from him

in conclusion, I would like to thank my facils, shao jie and pamela for pushing me
especially shao jie cause I talked to him since June
this paragraph is specially dedicated to you

TAY SHAO JIE, thanks for motivating me throughout. Even though you keep suaning me on facebook, msn and even when we sms-ed you really showed a different personality of yourself. We stopped talking after LTC was postponed. I am really glad to have you as my facilitator. You pushed me to greater limits. I didn’t expect myself to have the confidence to take initiative or to constantly encourage each other and feel the sense of urgency. Even though you scold us at times, you made us think and reflect. During the rock wall, you guided me step by step. Thank you for everything. I really learnt a lot from you.


I was awarded the seeker in my group
seeker is a title given to the most outstanding leader in each group
and it was my privileged
and it was my chance to show the rest that I had to leadership skills in me
thank you flitwick for giving me the opportunity to do so

Dear Lord
thanks for guiding me through. Thanks for not forsaking me this time. Thanks for being there when I needed you. Please help me get well soon.
AMEN!

read "my sister's keeper" within a week
and it was really touching
she tried so hard to fight for herself
yet in the end, she saved her sister and died of a car accident
i guesse the ending of the story is how the author likes it to be
and i guesse we wished it was otherwise

but just like our own story
our own life
ONLY WE are able to control that
ONLY we CAN change what we want
With that, i hope you do appreciate everyone around you
You never know what might happen

LTC meeting was fun!
i so LOVE ravenclaw.
SO SO LOVE us =))

Glad to be the yule ball IC
thanks derrick for helping out
I LOVE FLITWICK! 4 days more to LTC =DD

Dear Lord
please be there for me. Heal my back before LTC so that I can participate in all activities. Dont give out on me Lord.
AMEN!